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BILA KAU REDHA

Semasa awan mula bergerak, menurutkan arus tercipta, semua kasih yang kau berikan, tidak pernah aku siakan.

Senantiasa engkau bersama, diriku ini entah siapa, kau turutkan cita hatimu, aku bagai insan yang kelu.

Bila kau redha, hidupku yang hina, aku berlari mengejar mimpi, mengejar mimpi yeeehhh

Tiada kata tanpa irama, yang hanya engkau mula dendangkan, seperti bunyi semerdu indah, tidak pernah aku lupakan.

Bila kau redha, hidupku yang hina, aku berlari mengejar mimpi, mengejar mimpiiiiiiiiii

Bila kau redha, hidupku yang hina, aku berlari mengejar mimpi…

SWEET INSOMNIAC

So now you know, for the first time, in your life, how it feels, to be so free, you’re alive?

Sweet insomniac, caught in circumstance, out of your control, learn to let it go, get your body back, get your shadow back, waiting for the sun, time for everyone.

So now you know it’s just another moment, in your life, there it goes, see the future, pass you by,

Sweet insomniac, caught in circumstance, out of your control, learn to let it go, get your body back, get your shadow back, waiting for the sun, time for everyone.

I stopped to wonder why, it’s an easy replacement and dreams about buying time,

So now you know, for the first time, in your life, how it feels, to be so free, you’re alive?

Sweet insomniac, caught in circumstance, out of your control, learn to let it go, get your body back, get your shadow back, waiting for the sun, time for everyone, time for everyooooonnneeee, ooooooooo oooooooo ooooooo ooooooohhhh!!!

ALEXANDER SUPERTRAMP

Changed my name and out on my own, saved my spirit, run into the wild, stopped a moment, dived in for a while,

And this bone is so strong, somehow I know it can’t be wrong, in heaven we belong, so let’s go, to the sun, let’s go.

Sharp deep feeling forced me to go blind, losing all life, seek what I may find,

And this bone is so strong, somehow I know it can’t be wrong, in heaven we belong, so let’s go, to the sun, let’s go.

And this bone is so strong, somehow I know it can’t be wrong, in heaven we belong, straight into the sun, so let’s go, let’s go.

CEMUHAN

Cemuhan dari kau hanya biasa, tiada guna tiada makna tiada fakta, biar aku tanya engkau, sejak bila kau berdendam?

Semua cemuhan segala tomahan engkau bagai kebudakan, semua cemuhan segala tomahan engkau aku ketepikan,

Cemuhan dari kau hanyalah gila, tiada guna tiada makna tiada apa, biar aku tanya engkau, sejak bila engkau alpa?

Semua cemuhan segala tomahan engkau bagai kebudakan, semua cemuhan segala tomahan engkau aku ketepikan,

Semua cemuhan hanya dari kau,segala tomahan hanya dari kau, semua cemuhan hanya dari kau, segala tomahan hanya dari kaaaaaaauuuu!!!!!

Semua cemuhan segala tomahan engkau bagai kebudakan, semua cemuhan segala tomahan engkau aku ketepikan.

PINWHEEL

Pinwheel, so real, still feel funny from the rejection, you don’t want my affection, no rest, no rest, no rest, no one has an answer, this feeling would be a cancer.

Moments of silence remind me that you’re still alone, dreaming together when things wind up in slow motion,

Before and more, people stared at us in focal, at the dress rehearsal, no lies no lies no lies, never crossed in my mind, no darkness that you can find,

Moments of silence remind me that you’re still alone, dreaming together when things wind up in slow motion, I wanted you to know, the distance I would go, to prove you’re wrong yeaaaaaah yay yah yah!!!

Pinwheel, so real, still feel funny from the rejection, you don’t want my affection,

Moments of silence remind me that you’re still alone, dreaming together when things wind up in slow motion,

If u’ve read my previous blog about my band’s gig last late December, the bootleg (direct recording from the mixer) is out now. U can get it from me for FREE anytime either in CD or mp3 format or u can get it at ur nearest music store (macam sial). Just gimme a ring or drop me a message at my Friendster. 6 songs in total…..ANODYNE, ALEXANDER SUPERTRAMP, SWEET INSOMNIAC, BILA KAU REDHA, PINWHEEL, CEMUHAN

She calls me from the cold, just when I was low feeling short of stable, all that she intends and all she keeps inside isn’t on the label, she said she’s ashamed, can she take me for a while? And can I be a friend? We’ll forget the past but maybe I’m not able and I break at the bend. Here and now will we ever be again? Cos I have found all that shimmer in this world is sure to fade..away..again.

She dreams a champagne’s dream, strawberry surprise pink linen on white paper, lavender and cream, fields of butterflies reality escapes her,she said that love is for fools that fall behind, I am somewhere between, never really know a killer from a saviour, till I break at the bend. Here and now will we ever be again? Cos I have found all that shimmer in this world is sure to fade..away..again.

It’s too far away for me to hold it’s too far away..guess I’m letting go.

"Dunno why but I love the lyrics and this song a lot. It just strucked in my head on many things that happened to me"

Yo music lovers (especially rock and indie music fans);

Yo music lovers (especially rock and indie music fans);

Watch my band PAKU play at Church Street Pub (located near Beach Street, near the jetty or Port Swettenham, near the old Liverpool fan club pub, somewhere near Standard Chartered and other big banks….when u guys reach there ask lah ppl around for direction keh keh). We will entertain u guys with our original songs such as SWEET INSOMNIAC, PINWHEEL, ANODYNE, ALEXANDER SUPERTRAMP, BILA KAU REDHA and CEMUHAN and more!
Other bands include Whitelight, Swearwood and Damn Dirty Apes. Don’t miss this oppurtinity bros and sis. For those who don’t know us, just to give a glimpse on how we sound like imagine…Stone Temple Pilots, Creed, Pearl Jam, Queen and Soundgarden all mix into one with a bit of Malaysian tune to it!!!! The details are as below:-

Venue: Church Street Pub, Penang
Date & Time: Friday, 30th January 2005, 8.00 p.m. till late.
Entrance fee: FREE!!! Just get drinks enough lah…Coke pun jadi lah! If u guys berkira summore, then I dunno how freakin’ broke u guys are already!

Bring your friends, pa, ama, granny, atok, che che, kor kor, adik, pak sedara, besan, mertua, biras, pak tiri ka mak tiri, awek, achi, girlfriend, marka, balak, pacar, cewek, sareke, kengkawan, cikgu, lecturer, manager, colleague, pak n mak menakan, menantu, bini, laki, semua skali lah……"BOYAN pun BOYAN lah janji ROCK!!!!!"

For enquiries call operator TM dengan mendial nombor yang tertera iaitu 103, tunggu operator layan anda kemudian tekan talian hayat 5 followed by the number 994.

OR…you can dial talian kecemasan at 012-5306500 (Izwan).

Work work work…the reality of working….

Work can be tiring at times…work can be exhausting many many times

Work can be exciting few times…work can be exhilarating hmmmmm few times also

Work brings in money…oh yeah! But at the end of the day you spend it like it’s free flow beer sponsored by Marlboro in the club!

Work can be a hobby…when you complete your tasks and ARs (Action Required) on the dot and present your best to the max in meetings with engineers, managers and group leaders all over the world (man, those Americans just keep on bombard you with questions as if they’re trying to nail you to the wall!).

Work can come in the form of part time basis and enjoy it to the fullest…long live music and performing arts!!!! I can never live without a single notation in the form of a "taugeh" or paper sheets full of poetic words!

In short………………….wise men say……only fools rush in…………..but I can’t help…………………………………………WORKING AND SPENDING WITH YOU! keh keh keh keh keh keh keh keh muahahahahhahahahahahah (lawak bodoh siot)