What the…?!
- What I seek from life? A truly unnoticed, corny, disturbing and ignored question. Hmmm…I don’t know what to say nor think at this very moment (except that it’s freaking 2:30 am and I am not yet asleep to prepare for tomorrow’s early meeting!). Anyway, I tried to analyze and gave a very deep thought for the past 10 minutes or so. I know, I know…I may sound like complaining too much and not being thankful enough for what I have but there’s this one part…incomplete (nothing to do with Backstreet Boys thank you). Bloody hell, what in the name of Bush issit??? I guess that’s the reason for the loittering around and prowling in the middle of the night after work (even weekends hahaha). So far…no freakin’ idea!!! What the heck am I trying to accomplish? What am I trying to prove? In short….what AM I DOING?! AAAARRGGGHHH….no, no, no…I don’t have any bipolar disorder (any shrink can tell you that for sure). Just that, ironically, I am trying my best to do all the things that I can before I get older or die and trying to push myself to the limit (I fear that one day I might fall over the edge). Everything is still under control (thank God for that). Eeeehh…maybe I am just too expressive and animatic? Is there anything to describe it for the lack of better word? I guess I will keep on searching tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and the days to come.
The search for Mr Spock…Star Trek 3! Hahahahahahahahahahahha
Beam me up Scottie!
