Letting go is a greater love than holding on to
After massive contemplation and lots of thinking were done, I have realised that letting go of the person you love is far greater than loving that person. Loving a person does not necessarily mean that you must have that person. It kinda took me freaking 5 years to realize this (no kidding). For me, I love the person that I hold dear (my family and companion). True love with no hypocrisy. I would surely and pray for ones that I love. I want them to be happy and smile and be successful in anything that they do. Holding on to them but torturing their souls and making them lying to themselves is not going to help much. In fact, it is against the nature of love which is caring and conjuring happiness in someone that you love. When they smile, I smile and so forth. I always told this to the person that I really love (I still do till today) that "If you sad,I am sad, If you’re happy, I am also sad" as a gesture saying that I would go to great lengths to pour my love to the one that I love. If she’s happy, it makes my life complete. I want her to be happy and I always do pray for her happiness each day. There’s no greater love than taking up the misery of your love one and trade your happiness for theirs. And I love her.
June 6th, 2005 at 5:27 am
Hey, old buddy. You’ve got a lot of love to give. Give it to someone who deserves it. Someone who - when you empty your heart to give her your love, she fills it back up with hers. Either you find her, or be gay. And merry, i mean… Being single and ready to mingle. May the fart be with you. Bar bandar baru in english. Yippie-kai-yay.
June 6th, 2005 at 5:51 pm
Nice Touch…..
OnLy The BeSt GaL DeSerVes A GrEaT LoVe LikE YoUrs…. 
June 7th, 2005 at 3:51 am
Yo man… hows life? I donno wat ur blog is referring to… but i sure do remember Ms.Lee tuition and those Oasis songs… hmmm good old days…
December 9th, 2005 at 3:44 pm
i just read this entry,it had a great syahdu mood to it.but suddenly i read yao hun’s comment and…new city pub?!?!? ley ma cibai! potong stim only la u!!i was so thrown off hehehehehehe…kanne la u ah hun, org mau jiwang la